I was paralized when I still live on that world
I was just a mere human
Unable to move from the bed that tie me tight
Watching the TV, hoping that I could be like those people out there...

Imagine, I ran all way long at the soccerfield...
Dribbling the ball, get through all player who dare to stop me.
Then I stopped for a while, take a deep breath.
Swing my feet and beat that goalkeeper...

Or I imagine that, I was on that field
Seeing the man who wants to throw the ball to me
And the bat that I hold tight
I swing it to get a home run

Or sometimes I want o be a pro wrestler on a ring
Ready to beat my enemy, and the referee is exactly between us.
Then I get the moment and grab his waist.
And here we go, my favourite move, Germany Suplex!

And the last thing that every woman wanted to...
I want to be a bride...
But, how can I get married while I can't go around?
How will he find me in this room?
Is it a miracle? Or another cursed fate?



"I will marry you!" He said...
"No matter how hard it will be, I will find you!"

"But, I'm paralized on my bed all time.
I can't go hang out to make myself easy to be found...
And I'm afraid I won't be able to serve you well...
I will only just your burden in the rest of your life..."

"Just believe on me! I will find you...
Besides, I'm a baseball player.
So, one day, I will broke your window, and see that you are there...
Just believe on me... I'll take care of you...
I'll help your mother to taking care of you, and I'll take you out to see that world...
I will always there for you..."

And then, she smiled with the purest smile like the one who finally find their true happiness...
"Then, I'll be waiting to the day for us to unite" she said...
He shake his head "I'll do my best to find you"

And the girl is gone...
She is going to the next chance of her life...
And the boy cried, like he lost his heart...
"We'll meet again... I promise..."

The ones who ignore common sense laugh
What will they lie about next?
What will be gained
Can we hang it proud?

Man must go on regardless
That is my song
It's because you are crying
It's because you are lonely

You're right
That's why I am being a human
Those tears I cried
In time...
It's so beautiful...

It's not a lie...
For the real us...

Thank you...

I want to live forever
And if I could live forever
Everything would be granted

All sorts of things
Keep having their way with me

All the time I have to live
Warping where my dreams will go
Eventhough they're so important to me

If it's all I can right now
I'll go eat something sweet

Stop thinking like that
It's meaningless to talk

So I look back at the path I walked and
Realize that I can surpass this hurdle
With all burden on my shoulder
None of them could make me stop to walk again.

I open my eyes again to a sleepy morning.

I tighten the tie around my neck

When I pass through the door of the classroom

I puff my chest out with a little bit of pride

A wind that blows past everyday life

I thought I heard it

I thought I felt it

I felt it would come now...

I watched countless stars as they vanished...

I waved goodbye, "I'm glad.."

I've always walked alone.

And when I turned around, everyone's far behind...

Even so, I kept walking.

That was what strength was...

I'm not afraid of anything anymore...

I try to whisper to myself

"Everyone becomes alone someday....

They live on only in memories...

So I can laugh with my heart, even in this loneliness

I will fight.

I will show no tears..."

A picture up there...

Yeah, I saw all of you again there...

With our mere body, with smile on our face.

Now is my time to be with you all....

Syair adalah kepercayaan bagi para penyair...
Pandangan yang luas...
Pemikiran yang bebas...

Namun, penyair adalah manusia...
Mereka dapat tersesat di dalam gua kebebasan berfikir...
Mereka dapat terjatuh dalam jurang kehampaan logika...

Idealisme berfikir.
Mengolah kata dan menyandingkannya dengan realita...
Menasihati seperti tidak menasihati.
Menghibur seperti tidak menghibur.
Mengungkapkan pemikiran dengan lebih lembut.

Apalah arti seorang penyair?
Kehidupannya baru saja dimulai ketika kematian menjemput...
Namun itupun bila, ia memiliki idealisme yang sesuai dengan apa yang kebenaran dari langit katakan...
Karna kebenaran itu tegas, setegas seorang ayah yang memastikan calon pendamping bagi anak gadisnya kelak...

Power(less)?

If power is something that you can gained easily...
Then, this world is nothing than a wild forest-law to form a supremacy.

If power is all about strength...
Let's pray for the weak who can't survive...
And for those who born as a weak person...

If power is all about intelligence...
Let's pray for those who born retarded...
And those who can't excel at anything like what that old teacher asking for...

If power comes from your blood...
Let's pray for those who born unlucky...
Those who have red-blood...

If power is all about creativity...
Let's pray for...

Wait a minute!
Is there someone who born without a creativity?
Have you ever seen a baby, a child or a teenager not doing something that we call "naughty"?

Creativity is something you can learn and develop...
Creativity has no limit!
Its limit is just when you stop to try and learn.

Be grateful to your God...
To create a path to live better in a simple way...
But why does humans being still live like an animal's life?

I hope You forgive me for all of my sins, Yaa Rabbi, Yaa Kariim Yaa Ghafuur Yaa Allah...